Officially cannot sleep anymore, I’ve never been more stressed and scared in my life.. I’m only 17 my life shouldn’t be this hard, It seems like when something good happens in my life its only a matter of time before something horrible decides to hit me. This ones bad and I don’t know how to deal with it, I don’t know what to think my head is just a mess, keep getting headaches constantly, I cant concentrate at tafe and I’ve only got 3 weeks to pass my assignments. I feel like drinking and I haven’t felt like that in awhile, I used to drink to forget things and now it seems like I’m running back to that outlet.  The shit that’s happened in my 17 years is something that should happen to someone over a 30 year radius. I’m actually at a place in my life where I’m stuck I don’t know which way to go or who to believe anymore, I’m at a DEAD END!